Cycling at the Beach

Today i was cycling at east coast, cycled from the old big splashed to bedok jetty with apple and minnie inside the basket infront of the bicycle. Al ferry apple while i took minnie. Felt great after a long cycling but i think i can cycle more. Tomorro will be badminton day.

Lost the skills to write!

I cant write a proper paragraph on myself now. In the first place i think i do not even have the skills to write but i still blog. Writing is just not my thing, design is, though not that good too. Whenever designs asked for rationale, i always crack my head, luckily i do not have to write long and words full rationale. As you can see how broken my sentences are. There is just something wrong with my sentence fomation. Though i can spell most of the words without having much hard time. Thanks to my training with pronouciation during child.

These the reasons why i was not around for a long time. Alot happen during the past period of time. I got busy with my projects, outing with Al, outing with my pets. Playing with my pets, pet sneak out of the house when i came home. Got caught up with friends. BBQ-ing 2 times a month at East Coast. Pets got naughtier, pets kept barking violently at other dogs, bought clothes for pets. spending time at home with mom, slacking at home and lastly, unconsiously eating and somehow got fatter. Right now gotta find a way to get back to what i was before. sobbing

Boring

EMO~

Retire Destination

Ladies Night is on Wed

Went Lunar with Christine, Lawrence, Wendy, Al, Terence, Jane and Tat. Totally drunk and it was awful to mention what happens after the drunk/during drunk.

Cousin’s wedding

Its her wedding, my cousin/childhood playmate. She getting married at the age of 25. Congrats to her. Went to her wedding after i touched down at the airport from Melbourne.

Touch down in Singapore

I reached singapore since my melbourne trip for a week. Couldn’t find the motivation to blog something.

Soon after when i touched down, i found my brother and Al waiting for me at the exits. I was waiting for evonne, cuidi and xinlin to collect their lugagges as they accidentally took sky train to T1 to collect their bagagges? Thats kinda funny. Anyway, i head home and unpack my stuffs getting ready for my cousin’s wedding the next day.

I have alot of photos, took really alot of my friends, buildings, etc.. Too many to post up.

Had great fun during the 3 days conference talk. Met up with many awesome designers. Great inspirations. Right now missing the weather in melbourne and the place too. Contridating though i was missing Singapore back there and now i am missing Melbourne right here.

Will update photos soon again.

Melbourne right now, right here

I have not been updating my blog cause i’m in melbourne right now. Its difficult to look for wireless access until today which i set up the school wireless settings and woo haa, i can use internet for as long as i want. This trip is not that fabulous as i thought. I realised that i miss home, i miss Al, I miss my family, i miss my apple and minnie. I miss the crazy time i have with Al and my family crapping with them and just do what i want. Though i am impressed with buildings, culture, weather and the people. But i rather have my Al and dearies with me than to be here. Alot of photos taken. Its nothing fascinating, just look up at my facebook. I would really appreciate if there is an application which allows me to upload all my photos easily on wordpress. Cause its kinda troublesome to upload the photos one by one. Especially when i do not have the mood for anything right now. Needless to say uploading into wordpress. However Iphoto allows me to upload photos to facebook straight so decided to just upload it on facebook. Check it out :

Melbourne Trip Albums 

 

 

Stress Out!!

I feel so stress out!! With melbourne trip just within 1 week, 2 projects to submit when we are there, i forgotten that basically there is class on monday. There will be class tomorro as well. I am having panic attacks!

Faint & Weak

A sudden, usually temporary, loss of consciousness generally caused by insufficient oxygen in the brain. Typical symptoms progress through dizziness, clamminess of the skin, a dimming of vision or brownout, possibly tinnitus, complete loss of vision, weakness of limbs to physical collapse. These symptoms falling short of complete collapse.

This is how i feel when i was on my way to school. Before boarding the bus i already felt uncomfortable, once i board the bus and standing, i start to feel dizzy, everything around me seems like moving further and further away. I slowly lost my sight, hearing, strength and almost touch. My mind is pulling me away from my reality!! It was not even the first bus stop since i board, this has never happened to me before. I feel my hp rang during my worst of my standing time but i just could not bring myself to pick it up. I feel that if i were to move anymore, i might faint. I was considering whether i should just alight at the next bus stop or maybe few more bus stops or maybe i should hang on until i reached school or i should head home but i cant walked back home, there won’t be cabs at this timing. Luckily when the bus reached the first bus stop or second, someone behind me was alighting and no one rushed for the shit, so i suddenly got the adrenaline rush or mental reaction and sit on it. It really helps. Though by then i was sweating cold sweat. I managed to sit through the whole journey of 45 mins, feeling cold throughout the journey due to the amount of cold sweat. Had panic attacks once or twice but still bearable until i reached school, it started again, quickly rush to the toilet, while walking towards it, everything was moving away from me again. Wanted to bear till i reached class but i don’t think i can hang it until i reached the car park and into the lift and walked the corridors to the class. I din’t thought that slight  stomach pain will lead to fainting.

After that everything feels alot better. Susan was asking how is the preparation of the presentation, it was good but i told her i’m not feeling well. She thought i was having my period!! No of course, told her i was about to faint on the way to school. During the presentation she kept offering her chair to me and her bottle of water. I really appreciated it, she was really nice. But i was damn embarrassed in front of the whole class. I told her i’m fine but my group mate went to took the chair and keep panting my back. My group mate is really nice also, but it was damn embarrassing. Maybe i am not used to people thinking that i am weak, I don’t have a weak face in the first place. But sometimes i really appreciate when people pity me. The end of school ended and on my way to school, no more panic attacks.

Presentation went well, Susan and Chris were happy about it.